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Butterfly
Courage
(or,
Good
things are worth fighting for)
by David L.
Kuzminski
Walking down
a path through some woods in Georgia in 1977, I saw a water
puddle ahead on the path. I angled my direction to go around
it on the part of the path that wasn't covered by water and
mud.
As I reached
the puddle, I was suddenly attacked! Yet, I did nothing, for
the attack was so unpredictable and from a source so totally
unexpected. I was startled as well as unhurt, despite having
been struck four or five times already. I backed up a foot and
my attacker stopped attacking me. Instead of attacking more,
he hovered in the air on graceful butterfly wings in front of
me.
Had I been
hurt I wouldn't have found it amusing, but I was unhurt, it
was funny, and I was laughing. After all, I was being attacked
by a butterfly!
Having
stopped laughing, I took a step forward. My attacker rushed me
again. He rammed me in the chest with his head and body,
striking me over and over again with all his might, still to
no avail.
For a second
time, I retreated a step while my attacker relented in his
attack. Yet again, I tried moving forward. My attacker charged
me again. I was rammed in the chest over and over again. I
wasn't sure what to do, other than to retreat a third time.
After all, it's just not everyday that one is attacked by a
butterfly. This time, though, I stepped back several paces to
look the situation over. My attacker moved back as well to
land on the ground. That's when I discovered why my attacker
was charging me only moments earlier.
He had a mate
and she was dying. She was beside the puddle where he landed.
Sitting close beside her, he opened and closed his wings as if
to fan her. I could only admire the love and courage of that
butterfly in his concern for his mate. He had taken it upon
himself to attack me for his mate's sake, even though she was
clearly dying and I was so large. He did so just to give her
those extra few precious moments of life, should I have been
careless enough to step on her.
Now I knew
why and what he was fighting for. There was really only one
option left for me. I carefully made my way around the puddle
to the other side of the path, though it was only inches wide
and extremely muddy. His courage in attacking something
thousands of times larger and heavier than himself just for
his mate's safety justified it. I couldn't do anything other
than reward him by walking on the more difficult side of the
puddle. He had truly earned those moments to be with her,
undisturbed.
I
left them in peace for those last few moments, cleaning the
mud from my boots when I later reached my car. Since then,
I've always tried to remember the courage of that butterfly
whenever I see huge obstacles facing me. I use that
butterfly's courage as an inspiration and to remind myself
that good things are worth fighting
for.
Received
on May 7, 2000
in an email from my good friend, Peter A. Gertsen, CAUS
Director
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